D : when you coming??
R : Div, please yaar. Why don't you understand?
And so the conversation ends there. You don't wanna talk about it while I am not supposed to talk about it. It's been 2 years since we met. And I still don't have enough rights to tell you that I want you here on my birthday. I understand you feel guilty but…I can't stop myself from asking, no matter how hard I try.
When I see a couple walking on the roads…I wish you were here.
When my friends talk about their guys…I wish you were here.
When I am happy about something…I wish you were here.
When I want to cry…I wish you were here.
When I want to go out for shopping…I wish you were here.
When I want to have an ice cream in the midnight…I wish you were here. (I know you would get it for me if you were here)
When I think of the past days…I wish you were here.
When I think of future too…I wish you were here.
If only you knew how desperately I had waited for you to be here last month and how it feels when expectations and dreams fail this badly. Or may you know it coz in numerous ways I try to hint you how I am feeling…you still can’t help.
The worst part is that I can't talk about it…with you. If I initiate, you somehow cut back. I feel so numb and twitchy. Tell me how am I supposed to react, all plain and happy when am actually bursting out from inside?
I still have a hope that will be alive till the first of next month. And if IT fails again…don't tag me a BAD girl.
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30 comments:
why did you have to make me cry, girl :x
i do have the same hope for you, you really deserve this, girl :)
love you, sweetheart!!
Awwwww!Huggiesssssssssssssss
Two years is a long time dear.You are not asking for too much at all.Make him read this post,tab to palle padega :P
Ab mujhe bhi uski yaad aayi.Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Love you Baby!Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaa
@janu
did u really cry? i wrote that yesterday night :P i cried in the night...but not while posting :D LOL
@sami
post padega tho pata nai kya hoga...already he thinks me is a girl who never understands :P
u girls understood, am happy!
@ Divya,
He thinks you understand him but I think he does not understand you!! One year is a long time. Even people who live overseas make a trip to their loved ones once a year. What is stopping him? I think he retracts because he may be feeling guilty.
@sneha di
i know i would get a 100 cronies here :P
His leaves were rejected coz some audits are going on at his office this month and the next and he has already taken a month's leave in april when the doctor confirmed epilepsy.
So now you know di...i am the one who doesn't understand :P
but just one of those bad days when i really want him here :(. with time i would be ok :)
oh...I guess time would heal everything...
wishes and hopes,
Scribblers Inc.
@scribblers
Thanks :) Time, wishes and hopes will sure help ;)
2 years?? and that also between del-hyd.. hmmm.. well in that case i'll say you are such a sweetheart.. btw why don't you fly out..? if he can't make it? surprise him and enjoy your upcoming b'day.. :)
@ Div,
:(
Epilepsy?
Tu kyon nahi chali jaati?
Hmm. I know someone who too pleads, demands and even come down to almost on the verge of crying for ice creams ...:P Guess who ?
:P :P
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Hmm. Well, I wish all the best to you and Godbless. :)
everything will be fine. my wishes with u always. just be positive and keep smiling. the rugged cogwheels will fall in its place.
Pyar mein chalta hai.
I just guessed its pyar.
@arpi di
u really think am a sweetheart? thanks di ;) umm its not easy for me na di.
@ sneha di
hmm me not working/ earning yet :( I dont have enough freedom to do all that i wish. Ja sakti tho kab ka ja chuki hoti :(
@indu
kaun hai? tumhari beti hai kya? LOL :P
@priya
Thanks dear, yes its pyaar ;)
Haan , aur bhi bahut kuch . Sab kuch .. Meri Mom bhi hai woh ...:)
hahahahahaha....tumhari dadi bhi hai na woh?
ab samajh gayi kaun hai :P but still...give me a clue...confirm karke bolti hu ;)
No, u r wrong.
maine clue maanga :x
aapne nahi diya :( :(
anyways, kaise hai aap? kya chal raha hai life me :P :P aur abhi tak aapne yeh nahi bataya ki 12-11-12 syllabled kya hota hai :(
:)
Yes, my grandmom and mom both .. :)
Too late and too short reply for so many questions :D
I know who it is :P but i don't wanna announce it on blogger :P
Neend coming indu, going to sleep. Take care :) :)
i knw hw it feels stayin apart for long ..
but picture abhi baaki hai mere dost
Touchy...
:)
was it a personal one or imaginary..??
if personal, cheer up..Something good is on your way..!!
@abhi
:) *smiles*
@vinayak ;)
imaginary :O lol did it sound like that :O
Thanks ;)
I'm pretty sure that the day will come soon. Be happy :-)
Time TIME ... and only TIME...
This is what i can say THIS TIME.. :)
take care...
@karthik and ali
thanks!!
am ok now :)
May your waiting time be as worthful when you see him finally, 'coz you deserve something special and you are special!!!
@aneesh
really? Thanks ;)
i dinno ..u were missing me soo much ...[:O] [:O] ...:P :P :P
@manish
ab pata hai na? aaja jaldi :x
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