My innocence died with him. I don’t know if that’s something I should be happy about. Sometimes I feel grateful...coz nobody can now make a fool out of me. I can read people like books. I know their every intention. And I am extremely careful not to let them play with my emotions or take advantage of me. And when I see them taking advantage of someone, I try my best to protect them. People here are amazing. Sometimes I feel it’s not a Bschool but a Dschool (Drama School :D ) with so many drama queens, drama kings and attention seekers, having an amazing talent.
But there are also some innocent ones, who are being exploited to the level that leaves nothing in them, who do not see anything beyond the superficial. Can’t blame them. They just don’t realize. Who their true friends are! I feel I should give up and let them realize on their own. After all, I did not believe when I was warned. Maybe that’s the most wonderful thing about relationships. They don’t come with a Danger sign. Your heart just chooses one and tells you – THAT should be your best friend or boyfriend or girlfriend. Then there could be circumstances that would make curse your heart for making the wrong choice.
Today I am missing my innocence. The way I used to trust people with no strings attached. Not thinking and analysing every word that comes out of their mouth. Just loving, loving and loving :(
P.S: In the whole post, I might be talking about one person. :P