Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I donno what



Where fear was of no concern  

Suffering could not be found

People cared like never before

Their love knew no bounds

Days filled with laughter

I knew not what tears were

A place cocooned from evil thoughts 

As secure as cosseted treasures 

Where hatred had no existence  

And life seemed much easier

That's a place I grieve for

But a mirage it appeared


Depressed. Scared. 

I hate my emotions…they make me weak. 

Nothing and nobody helps. I feel things falling apart. Wish I were stronger. Wish MY moods
were in MY control.

P.S- Not really in a position to read blogs. Hope it is understandable. Will be back when things get straightened. 

14 comments:

Lena said...

you take it all wrong dear.. your emotions are your strength.. you just have to accept it. You are one of the best persons i ever met (well technically i did not) .. and believe me you are anything but weak.. just look inside yourself, take the hold of your emotions and give it time.. everything will be fine :)
Sometimes we all need to be weak, just to realize how strong we really are.

Vinz said...

at times how i wish life should have 'statue-d' then and there only, in our childhood....

then all these- fear, sufferings, pain, hatred all would have been at bay...

alas..!! such wishes never come true..and we need to face the life with all these..

cheer up friend..!!

:)

Anonymous said...

if only we could control our moods... just leave them free...

sometimes a oment of silence or spending some time in solitude really helps...

god bless

Shravan Vijayaprasad said...

Come on dear! Hope you get over it soon!

P.S: Everything's in your control once you start controlling them, the moods, the emotions and all ..

*wondering what's wrong??*

Take care of yourself..

And @your p.s: no probs at all! i can totally understand!

Hemanth Potluri said...

cheer it up divz..i know these weak moments try to pull us to the depth of the hill and drown us into the sea...but yaar...we all r there here to give u a unknown support as long as there is strength in us..

u have to control ur emotions by urselves...i my self have passed them with lot of times...but cam out smiling and happy...and i know u wud come to us happy again..but take ur time as long as u want to :)...never forget a frnd is always there for u :)..

urs..hemu..

lukkydivz said...

@all

i really donno what to reply :O

thanks for the help :)

Love said...

i feel like you

soooo down

but the sun is out there, somewhere shinning

Priya Joyce said...

I guess emotions rule..But Its niice tat they do.
We hav to judge with our mind wen heart duss fail..I mean we need to put in sum reason wen emotions begin controlling us..

Arv said...

I feel ya there mate... Hope to talk to ya sometime soon... take care.. cheers..

Think Tank said...

take ur time div...n i agree wid vinay ..u r one great poet

Indrajit said...

One of ur poems so far.
Similar to one, i wrote a yr ago almost, coincidence....:)
Though this is a wrung above that one.

And well, I am presently busy shunning off the demons of my past that crept up vehemently.
And we all wd be through with thse times.
As Lena said somtimes we all need to b weak, just to realize how strong we are.
Watch ur thoughts, their characteristics and how they are afecting u. The trick is not to overindulge in those sorrowful haunts.
You will go a long way Choti Mamma.

:) take care.

Indrajit said...

well it wd be 1 of ur best poems so far...
:)

Lukkydivs said...

@clover

i hope ur fine now... coz i am :P

@pj

bachchio samajhdar ho gayi hai :-*

@arv

am fine arv :)

@farah

:) u said that to make me laugh :P :P thanks doll

@indu

wow amazing indu...sometimes u leave a comment with just a smile... at other times...these sweet sweet lines :D

Aneesh said...

emotions are there for everyone, some are better in hiding it
:)