Reflections

Anger is momentary
That thing which will remain forever
Is what we call LOVE

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I wish i could give unconditional love
That people talk about
And be called a good person
before i leave this earth

'A Good person' thats exactly what i wanna be.
But without a purpose it is all outlying
Things dont happen out of the blue
We need to focus to make them true

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I suck at programming, I suck at computers. Am clueless about my aim in life, but i know for sure this is not what i want to be!

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It's annoying to stay home 24 hours a day and do just nothing :(. Even more annoying it is when you know you have a million things to do but still take indefinite pleasure in lazing around :O

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Conclusion: I SO HATE MYSELF AT THIS MOMENT :(


P.S - Comments on the post below are welcome :)

Inner beauty

Within those unsightly eyes

That flinched many a soul

Are oodles of innocence

They failed to behold

Behind those filthy clothes

People cringed to touch

Is a tender heart

Far off their reach

Beneath the shaggy hair

That beckoned disgust and crude

Is a powerful mind

Waiting for a tribute

And beyond the ugly face

That infused dread

Is a beautiful soul

'Inner beauty' it read

P.S – Thanks to preeti for the second line of the third stanza :D :D

To be or Not to be

Her: hello?

Him: Haa sweety, what u doin?

Her: Was chatting before your call.

Him: With?

Her: The same ones that I chatted yesterday with ;)

Him: Those chats make your nights exciting, don’t they?

Her: Naa, just feels good with people around. I hardly chat with guys for you to call my nights happening or exciting!

Him: So you want a guy to chat with?

Her: Naa, I could get one if I want ;). I thought you know who I want to chat with!

Him: I know

*Silence*

Him: Say something?

Her: Hmmm how was your day?

Him: Are you angry?

Her: Why dint u call last night?

Him: Last night? *Thinks* Was late from office!

Her: In all those 24 hours, you say you couldn’t find a minute to call and let me know that you would be late from office or at least leave a message that you can not call?

*Silence*

Her: You know you can’t give this lame excuse all the time->work. Relationships should be balanced. It seems I am the only one putting efforts to keep this relation going while you are not bothered.

Him: Am sorry Jaan.

Her: This isn’t the first time I am saying this. When I have balance I call, but when I don’t… You know I would be worried…

Him: Janu, I know its my fault, please don’t be angry with me. 15 hours in office, I don’t get a minute to think about anything else! May be I’m taking you for granted; coz I know you will always be there!

Tears moistened her eyes and she was left speechless. *

Maybe I’m taking you for granted…coz I know you’ll be there…always*.

To be happy-> for how secure he feels with her or not to be-> for being taken for granted- she does not know.

Musings and celebrations

If you love somebody let him free. If he comes back to you he is yours…if he doesn't he never was.

This quote comes as a hitch hacker for people in love. If he truly loves you…he would surely come back! But how many of us are ready to let our love free? No, I am not talking of giving them that space they had always needed. It’s about the temporary detachment from your love when insecurity creeps in… to check if he would come back or not. Let alone the aftereffects, maybe they would come back and maybe you are too sure about it… still you can’t take that step of letting them free. Coz we are always afraid of losing people!

I also have a question to ask:

Is it ok if we were a bit possessive, selfish, afraid (of losing ’em) , angry and insecure in love sometimes...in other words...is it ok to have some negative emotions…besides the other obvious things that you feel in love? Or do you think love can be called love only when it is unconditional?

Now for the last part…it is my sweet baby cousin Dhriti’s Third Birthday tomorrow and I’m super excited about the chocolates, cake and the splendid dinner that is to follow.

Here’s a pic with Dhriti and myself together, one of my all time favorites! The tricycle is hers and that explains the look on her face :P